Wednesday, February 10, 2010

nope

SO much shit has happened since the last post.
I can't update as much as I used to but basically..

whole bunch of shit went down. crazy shit.
i'm alright though.

hopefully i'll post another one soon peace.
oh and check out my new band. it sucks right now.

www.myspace.com/accubist

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Professor Oa

I need money. I am living on barely 20$ a week. VERY shitty.
Nobody is hiring either so a job is impossible.
My ex is spreading a bunch of bullshit about me to get people to hate me and it sucks. Even my own band believes her. Heres what I don't understand.. She cheated on me alot durring the two long terrible years I dated her and somehow everyone still believes her over me.. How does that make any sence? Whatever. If they pay attention they will see what kind of person she is. It just sucks really bad because my own band is a stake. My drummer is dating her. So shes feeding him all KINDS of lies. God knows what shes telling 
him.. Ughh whatever. They'll see eventually. 

Gopher knows the truth. Thank god. But unfortunantly.. the majority of the band dosen't so
I think the end of Epiphany for me may be near.. =(

Hopefully things turn up. I guess this will just be a test if the truth prevails.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

MARGIE+JACQUI+ME = baby phat

soz kay.
im sittin here with my two bestest buddies and guess what.
ITS MARGIES B DAY!!!!! HAPPY FCKIN BIRTHDAY MARGARET!!
Now for the first time in history. I'm going to let them both say something in my blog. I KNOW. FCKIN CRAZY RIGHT. nah. nobody gives a shit. alright here we go.
also i really want a volcano taco.

margie: I love you MARC! <33 Its my birthday and I'm sick :(
AND I have a boyfriend. Yay!

Jacqui: Hey, I'm Jacqui. My favorite color is green, and my birthday is on November 16th, 1992 :). my favorite food is home-made macoroni, and my favorite drink is beer. Preferably james Ready 5.5. My bestfriends are Margie, Melissa, Josh & Marcus. I really enjoy the movie Alice In Wonderland, i'm going to get a tattoo of it when i graduate. I have a slight obsession with Pink floyd, and I really like tea. :D oh, & I hate Jessica Hill, <3.
LOVE YOU MARCUS.

marc: okay

OKAY SO THAT WAS THEM.
It's weird because i usually write in this when im alone but that's just how much i trust these girlss. =] so yeah. what else. im dating kaila now. i broke up with jessica because her fucking lies got too far untill she finally cheated on me so i just finally broke down and said fuck this shes ruining my life, and since that, things have been getting ALOT better. I have all my friends who i love incredibly like the two next to me and I have an amazing girlfriend too.

i feel bad for margie today because on my 16th birthday, i had a similar situation where i felt like shit which is not cool because your always gunna remember what you did on your 16th birthday right? mabey not. mabey im being a drama queen. idn. sit the fuck down. =] (insider. dont try)

and what elseeeee. im thinking this layout is getting kinda boring. black and white br00tal letters? blegh. i can be more creative then that. idn. its funny becuase as im typing this, the teacher ms goodchild is trying to teach a lesson and i have no clue what in the hell shes talking about. idc. lolololololol

and yeah. thats your update bitches.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

To hell with you and all your friends.

Fucking shit. fml hardcore.
Jessica isn't coming to my school anymore. She wants a break from me. I know why.
Everything seems to be falling apart and terrible. Honestly. School is shit. No friends really.
The weekend is good because I get my best buddies from Epiphany.

Oh yeah. I'm back in Epiphany.
Forgot to say something about that. Show 23rd. Blind dog.

Yeah. I taste rust on my lips. I see almost have a shade of gray everywhere. My eyes are pink from a lack of sleep. The trees are all dead. I feel dead. We're all dead.
Jessica can fuck off. I'm so sick of her shit. fmlfmlfml.
Somebody call me. This is fucking rediculous.
Seriously. ANYBODY call me.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Why did I have to fucking get up in the morning.


Saturday, September 26, 2009

My Autumn

Summer is turning into fall.
The atmosphere begins to look very reflective.

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It's Saturday. I feel fine.
Sky is gray, trees are dead. I can smell the death of summer outside. I don't know what it is but miserable weather makes me alot more optimistic to what I want to do with my day. I'm usually anxious/depressed/stressed and I don't know. I'm on no medication and I feel really relaxed and fine. Which is VERY cool. I think I'm gunna order pizza later. =] Maybe carve a pumpkin or something. Tops laying in bed all day right?

I miss him so much.
I remember these months chilling with him.
We did a whole bunch of shit around this time of month.
God. I would give so much for just one more day in #24. Just one.
Life was so perfect. Besties for the resties.
I'll stop talking about it though. It's just negative.
Get's things nowhere.

Halloween is close. I can sense that too.
Love that. =D
but again.. I wish I could live it with my best bud.
UGHHHHH. I'm killing my own buzz here.
Hmm.. I play neopets again.
Addicted. Don't even care. haha

Uhmm.. I guess thats all.
Monroe has a show on the 23rd with a bunch of other bands.
Of course it's a supernova show. *rolls eyes*
Thing is, his bands going so I hope it's a good night.
It just hurts still.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Oscars

I said I'd put up a video of my tiger oscar darlings.
Here they are. =]

Lions, and Tigers and Trends. Oh my!

I just woke up. It's 1:19 PM.
Thank god. I seriously needed to catch up on sleep.
I've been so stressed lately. UGH. School absolutely sucks camel dicks.
I dyed my hair last night. Don't worry darlings, I got rid of the blonde.
Back to black. YOUR WELCOME.
A few weeks ago, I found out a bunch of people I know have blogs.. and
it's like holy shit lame, because it's becoming a trend I think. I've been doing these
forever and of course, eventually it becomes a fucking trend just like everything else I do. -.-
I swear there's like a goblin who watches my life and writes down shit I do.
And THEN he goes and tells people what it is, and somehow it becomes trendy?

Example 1: I was the first person to spike the back of my hair in my school way back..
I won't say any names but I think some people may know what I'm talking about..

Example 2: Bands I like. Don't even get me started on this one. I'll listen to a band like
crazy, then like.. mabey a MONTH later, it will be on everybodys shirt and I'll loose taste
for them because now it's some generic bullshit that isin't unique to me anymore >:[

(However I do understand that I should listen to the band for the music, not how society
like it.) Still.. it pisses me off.

I hate trends. I hate accidentally starting them. Really lame.

I've been playing halo alot lately. I'm getting really good.
If you happen to be playing online and you see a user named BuriedHope,
THATS ME! I'LL DESTROY YOU. =]

Text animal of the week is..

Y snake! =]
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Will I be doing that once a week!?!?! =D
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No.