Professor Oa

I need money. I am living on barely 20$ a week. VERY shitty.

Nobody is hiring either so a job is impossible.

My ex is spreading a bunch of bullshit about me to get people to hate me and it sucks. Even my own band believes her. Heres what I don't understand.. She cheated on me alot durring the two long terrible years I dated her and somehow everyone still believes her over me.. How does that make any sence? Whatever. If they pay attention they will see what kind of person she is. It just sucks really bad because my own band is a stake. My drummer is dating her. So shes feeding him all KINDS of lies. God knows what shes telling 

him.. Ughh whatever. They'll see eventually. 

Gopher knows the truth. Thank god. But unfortunantly.. the majority of the band dosen't so

I think the end of Epiphany for me may be near.. =(

Hopefully things turn up. I guess this will just be a test if the truth prevails.

MARGIE+JACQUI+ME = baby phat

soz kay.
im sittin here with my two bestest buddies and guess what.
ITS MARGIES B DAY!!!!! HAPPY FCKIN BIRTHDAY MARGARET!!
Now for the first time in history. I'm going to let them both say something in my blog. I KNOW. FCKIN CRAZY RIGHT. nah. nobody gives a shit. alright here we go.
also i really want a volcano taco.

margie: I love you MARC! <33 Its my birthday and I'm sick :(
AND I have a boyfriend. Yay!

Jacqui: Hey, I'm Jacqui. My favorite color is green, and my birthday is on November 16th, 1992 :). my favorite food is home-made macoroni, and my favorite drink is beer. Preferably james Ready 5.5. My bestfriends are Margie, Melissa, Josh & Marcus. I really enjoy the movie Alice In Wonderland, i'm going to get a tattoo of it when i graduate. I have a slight obsession with Pink floyd, and I really like tea. :D oh, & I hate Jessica Hill, <3.
LOVE YOU MARCUS.

marc: okay

OKAY SO THAT WAS THEM.
It's weird because i usually write in this when im alone but that's just how much i trust these girlss. =] so yeah. what else. im dating kaila now. i broke up with jessica because her fucking lies got too far untill she finally cheated on me so i just finally broke down and said fuck this shes ruining my life, and since that, things have been getting ALOT better. I have all my friends who i love incredibly like the two next to me and I have an amazing girlfriend too.

i feel bad for margie today because on my 16th birthday, i had a similar situation where i felt like shit which is not cool because your always gunna remember what you did on your 16th birthday right? mabey not. mabey im being a drama queen. idn. sit the fuck down. =] (insider. dont try)

and what elseeeee. im thinking this layout is getting kinda boring. black and white br00tal letters? blegh. i can be more creative then that. idn. its funny becuase as im typing this, the teacher ms goodchild is trying to teach a lesson and i have no clue what in the hell shes talking about. idc. lolololololol

and yeah. thats your update bitches.

To hell with you and all your friends.

Fucking shit. fml hardcore.
Jessica isn't coming to my school anymore. She wants a break from me. I know why.
Everything seems to be falling apart and terrible. Honestly. School is shit. No friends really.
The weekend is good because I get my best buddies from Epiphany.

Oh yeah. I'm back in Epiphany.
Forgot to say something about that. Show 23rd. Blind dog.

Yeah. I taste rust on my lips. I see almost have a shade of gray everywhere. My eyes are pink from a lack of sleep. The trees are all dead. I feel dead. We're all dead.
Jessica can fuck off. I'm so sick of her shit. fmlfmlfml.
Somebody call me. This is fucking rediculous.
Seriously. ANYBODY call me.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Why did I have to fucking get up in the morning.

My Autumn

Summer is turning into fall.
The atmosphere begins to look very reflective.



It's Saturday. I feel fine.
Sky is gray, trees are dead. I can smell the death of summer outside. I don't know what it is but miserable weather makes me alot more optimistic to what I want to do with my day. I'm usually anxious/depressed/stressed and I don't know. I'm on no medication and I feel really relaxed and fine. Which is VERY cool. I think I'm gunna order pizza later. =] Maybe carve a pumpkin or something. Tops laying in bed all day right?

I miss him so much.
I remember these months chilling with him.
We did a whole bunch of shit around this time of month.
God. I would give so much for just one more day in #24. Just one.
Life was so perfect. Besties for the resties.
I'll stop talking about it though. It's just negative.
Get's things nowhere.

Halloween is close. I can sense that too.
Love that. =D
but again.. I wish I could live it with my best bud.
UGHHHHH. I'm killing my own buzz here.
Hmm.. I play neopets again.
Addicted. Don't even care. haha

Uhmm.. I guess thats all.
Monroe has a show on the 23rd with a bunch of other bands.
Of course it's a supernova show. *rolls eyes*
Thing is, his bands going so I hope it's a good night.
It just hurts still.

Oscars

I said I'd put up a video of my tiger oscar darlings.
Here they are. =]

Lions, and Tigers and Trends. Oh my!

I just woke up. It's 1:19 PM.
Thank god. I seriously needed to catch up on sleep.
I've been so stressed lately. UGH. School absolutely sucks camel dicks.
I dyed my hair last night. Don't worry darlings, I got rid of the blonde.
Back to black. YOUR WELCOME.
A few weeks ago, I found out a bunch of people I know have blogs.. and
it's like holy shit lame, because it's becoming a trend I think. I've been doing these
forever and of course, eventually it becomes a fucking trend just like everything else I do. -.-
I swear there's like a goblin who watches my life and writes down shit I do.
And THEN he goes and tells people what it is, and somehow it becomes trendy?

Example 1: I was the first person to spike the back of my hair in my school way back..
I won't say any names but I think some people may know what I'm talking about..

Example 2: Bands I like. Don't even get me started on this one. I'll listen to a band like
crazy, then like.. mabey a MONTH later, it will be on everybodys shirt and I'll loose taste
for them because now it's some generic bullshit that isin't unique to me anymore >:[

(However I do understand that I should listen to the band for the music, not how society
like it.) Still.. it pisses me off.

I hate trends. I hate accidentally starting them. Really lame.

I've been playing halo alot lately. I'm getting really good.
If you happen to be playing online and you see a user named BuriedHope,
THATS ME! I'LL DESTROY YOU. =]

Text animal of the week is..

Y snake! =]
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Will I be doing that once a week!?!?! =D
..

No.

GALRHA9EGWHRGVO!!!

Nothing interesting happened today.
I calculated I have an estimate 25,000 days left on earth.
I also miss old school REAL deathmetal. before all this 'core' shit emerged, we had GORE.
DONT FORGET THAT. 0_0

I got a new fishy.
Albino Tiger Oscar.
My old one has accepted him as a buddy, I thought he might tear him to shreds.
I'll put a picture of him. Mabey a video later.

I actually have alot to say. I'd just rather not put it on the internet..
I've been thinking alot about everything lately as usual. Everything seems to be changing.
But in a good way. Like how they used to be. I talked to Jason. Won't get into it, but I feel
really happy with how things are going right now. www.myspace.com/asnightfallssilent CHECK
THEM OUT!! They're super awesome. As for Mayhem.. I'm band-less for a while. Well local bandless atleast.. Monroe ended.
But don't worry. We'll be back as The Autumn Syndicate ! Good stuff!!
What else.. as you may or may not know.. I have a severe anxiety problem. Lately i've been fine.
A little depressed earlier in the month, but things are changing. For the best. I guess thats the main theme of this blog. Change is real. I know that much of what I can grasp in reality. Things get good and bad, and right now it's deffinently increasing from the shitty despondency I sometimes get.
I'm really excited to see what life holds next for me. It's me and Jessicas two year anniversary today. She'll be at my school soon but as of now she's having some problems at home. And I respect that and still love her to pieces. No matter how life works.. I wouldn't be able to climb out of the bad times without her. She's like my life raft sent out to me in a terrible storm. I treasure her love so much. She's everything to me. We taught eachother alot in these two years. I can't imagine how much harder things would be without her help.
What else.. my wisdom teeth aren't hurting anymore which is awesome because all the tylenol was really messing with my anxiety pills. Felt like shit. see. theres another good thing.
My journey is a very complex one in this life. I'm constantly asking myself metaphysical questions that my mind is just too small to understand. Something cool happened yesterday. I was in guitar class at school and the bell was about to ring for the next period and I noticed I didn't have my class schedual and I had no idea where my class was gunna be. I thought I would have to search the whole school for the damn paper to find wherever I left it, And right before the bell rings, my friend John says, does anyone have media arts next? And I was just.. 0__0
That just happened to be my next class that was gunna be hell finding. Idn, I guess you had to be there. It was really insane. But yeah.. haha. Stuff like that happens to me and it makes me think more about like karma and stuff. Idn. Oh thats my new fishes name by the way.

Karma

wisom teeth gone!

Here you have it ladies and gents.
Before and after the extraction of my wisdom teeth.
My mouth really hurts right now.

=[ =[ =[

ohmygod. today fucking sucks.
I have to get my wisdom teeth removed in less than 3 hrs.
Which pretty much sucks camel dick because I couldn't eat anything last night and I couldn't sleep and now I'm fucking STARVING!! Mabey it's because I'm thinking about it too much.
I'm gunna post the video of how I was after the operation because the drugs the put in you really fuck you up. It will be funny. I'll post it.
Seriously though. I'm really not excited for this shit. They put me to sleep with a mask, and inject me with a needle and I pass out, then they rip out for of my teeth, and then I can't eat shit for two weeks. UGH. oh well. 2 weeks from now this whole thing will be done I guess. fuckk though.

wish me luckk. =[
next post i will be in severe pain. yay..

Ohhhh my god,
I nearly slept in til 4 today.
Im excited, and bummed about school being so soon.
Excited because I'll get to see my girlfriend everyday,
not excited because I don't want anymore drama.

But I think everybody is a little more grown up now.
I stopped thinking about Jason and all those losers.
It's a new chapter of my life. Im concentration on the future more.
And I'm only bringing the people I really love with me.
The rest can do whatever they want, I don't care.

My nintendo band is starting up again. check us out
www.myspace.com/vernalequinoxx

what else..
OH. heres how punk-a-palooza was.
SHITTIEST crowd I ever had. ughhhhh.
i'm that dude in the back wearing white.. haha
I lost my cord so i had to use a shitty small one.

Punk-a-Palooza 09'

Late night for me.

Gunna go to bed when im done blogging this.
Had a pretty good day today. Drove around alot.
Life is good with a drivers liscence. =]

I really don't have anything to tell you.
And even if I had alot, I probably wouldn't be able to remember because I'm so tired..
I watched Miss March a few days ago. thats an AWESOME movie. Seeing as it is 3:40 in the morning of Friday, that would make tomorow Punk-a-Palooza. Which is cool. Looking forward to that.

heres the details if you wanna come see us.
too tired to think anymore. goodnight world.

HOLY CUNT

It's been a LONG fucking time since I updated this..
FUCKING BOB SAGET
hopefully not too many people are mad.
oh wait they aren't because no one really reads this anyways! =D
Uhmm whats up with shit.. I'm not in Valkyries Epiphany anymore.
They are still a strong band and I highly recommend you check them out.

I'm im a band called Monroe now. [ www.myspace.com/bordercitygrindcore ]
Check that shit. We have a show on Saturday at the Blind Dog. Come say hi. ^__^

I'll deffinently update this stuff as much as I can. Sorry about the lack of shit.
to make it better for you. please enjoy this video.

chubby pickle =]

hey guys! first chubby pickle show, mission complete =]
im a little tired right now so im just gunna put up a video from
the show and explain everything tomorow.

CHUBBY PICKLE TOMOROW

WOAH SHIT
HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE LAST BLOG!?
good lord i fail at stuff.. but uhmm yeah life has been confusing and weird i guess lately. im trying to find deeper purpose and stuff and yeah i miss my bestfriend and stuff but aside from all the bullshit i encounter.. VALKYRIES EPIPHANY SHOW TOMOROW AT THE CHUBBY PICKLE =]

i will for sure be posting a video of that on youtube/blog whatever.
its gunna be GREAT. www.myspace.com/valkyriesepiphany if you wanna check us out.
what else is good.. well thats pretty much the only great thing going on right now. but i can see a better future. just gotta give it time. time fixes everything. or so it seems. thats how life goes, you can be at the peak of the happiest moment of your life and then it can go straight down to hell and then somehow it will eventually find its way back to its peak. this life is a funny one, i tell yah.

but shitt. my buddy is out right now and hes my bass player so chances are im gunna be forced to sleep when he gets back because tomorow is the BIG DAY =]
soo yeahh. life is a liiittttllleee bit of a mess right now but somehow everything pulls together and i get back into the routine, and do be frank, i love the routine. everything is good as long as i got my girl. like for real, my only obsticle right now (well the biggest one) is to get jason out of my head, but even that is getting better. like.. at lunch at school i just hang out with my drummer which makes it alot better. and next year my girlfriend will be going to my school, soo all will be well in time. its just a few little road bumps i gotta get through right now.

i guess thats it. i'll try to post more often. i PROMISE
<3

Bludgeoned To Death

alright alright.. so as everyone knows, we as people have just took our first steps into MARCH BREAKKK!! =D how awesome is that?? thats not the only amazing news. my band has yet ANOTHER show coming up. and we are very excited. i will put the flyer below. i think the thing i like best about the march break is how like.. i get up in the morning thinking oh shit im gunna be late for school, and then i get up and go omg i wish i could go back to bed and then it hits me.. I TOTALLY CAN GO BACK TO BED =D

st. pattys day i'll be with my band, ive been hanging out at the mall alot, and yeah. our show is on april 5th and bringmethehorizon is on april 13th how fucking amazing is that? i think very. im going for my g1 soon and like all my friends are studying for their g2.. -.- which is alright i GUESS.. as long as they drive me places. i wrote a song today. i played chaos island jurassic park today. i dyed my hair black again today. x] tonight i think im gunna go to timmies, mabey watch the dark knight, one way or another its awesome cuz i am going to stay up til i see the fucking SUN. yal hear? okay i think thats it.

AND HERES THE SHOW! everybody go =] =] =] =]

i just made that.

FLAVA FLAAAAAY

yeah! so i haven't put up a new post in a long time!
i think its time for me to do that. yeah? alright so what's been happening lately is not that great. it's alright I guess. andrew is grounded so we can't have band prac for a while.. ughh.. so we are just going to go to gophers house for a month. a really awesome thing happened when i woke up this morning. i looked in my community fish tank and my snails layed eggs =D im soo stoked about that. apparently they hatch in two weeks so thats cool. what else.. i almost have roller coaster tycoon beat.. i love that game. i watched kill bill 2 last night. that was awesome. i made a new youtube account. www.youtube.com/marcmayham i don't have any video up yet though so yeah. wait for it. subscribe and wait. ^__^

it looks absolutely miserable outside today. let me paint it for you. a little rain, dark grey sky, dead trees.. you get the idea. so i think my day will consist of video games, phone, and sour creme&onion chips. YEAHH BOYYY FLAVA FLAAAY. just kidding, i hate that fucker.

WAITWAITWAIT WOAH WAIT! I FORGET TO MENTION SOMETHING HUGE!!

I HAVE TICKETS FOR BRING ME THE HORIZON COMING TO WINDSOR ON APRIL 13TH

=D YEAH! NO LIE! heres my ticket and a video of them ^__^ im sooo stoked.

welcome to march 1st 2009 everyone! =]
as the universe moves and stretches i am havin a really good life as of now.
yesterday was a recovery day from the show. my muscles all hurt really bad. especially my neck for some reason. =/ but yeahh. i haven't had breakfast yet and its 1:53pm. my step brother came home for the weekend yesterday and he finally got my wii online =D i'll tell you all my wii number later so i can pwn you all. ;] i got brawl, rockband2, animal crossing and some others but those are the main online ones. i think im gunna go start doin that in a few minutes. but im gunna have eggos or something first. i guess thats all i have to say right now.

heres another vid from the show

SHOW WAS BOMB

OH MEH GAWD. we had SUCH a fun night tonight.. well yesterday i guess.. 20 minutes ago the day ended. =P like hoooly shit. everything was absolutely perfect. we had like.. 25 people excluding the bands we have 70$$ everything is just so awesome for me right now. im not thinking of any of my problems. mostly because there is no fucking problems. everything right now in life is just sweet. i am happy to have lived today. which is just chronic. LUL. ughh im so fucking happy. i don't think i remember a time when ive been this happy. it was just absolutely insane. it opened with vocal distruction then falling with glory played and by that time i was soo out of breath from moshing and my knuckles were bleeding so i went in the basement and i layed down with my baby. and then we got the news. someone shouted.. "HEY MARC! YOU GUYS ARE UP" and then i fucking lit up like a lightbulb and fucking ran to the garage and did my shit and it was just absolutely awesome.

andrews talking to kelsey. gopher is wasted as fuck. matty is just doin his thing. and i am bloggin it up lul. idn man tonight was perfect. it was.. ugh i cant describe it. oh i just remembered.. me and vince established Hollicoster today. kinda like hollister but nowhere near it lul. we made our first shirt today. Hollicoster Est. 1933 (when nazis came into power) WE JUST HATE THE BRAND HOLLISTER. WE HATE NAZIS. good stuff? when we got our 70 bucks at the end of the show.. we gave 20 to fwg and vd so we were left 30 and that was cool. i don't really care about the money but then again.. its only gunna help shit so whatever its good.

SHOW TOMOROW NIGHT ESSEX 221 BRIEN AVE. WEST 6-10PM

SHOW TOMOROW NIGHT ESSEX 221 BRIEN AVE. WEST 6-10PM

SHOW TOMOROW NIGHT ESSEX 221 BRIEN AVE. WEST 6-10PM

VALKYRIES EPIPHANY. FALLING WITH GLORY. VOCAL DISTRUCTION.

thats all i got to say today. ahah show is tomorow in our garage. everybody go.

I NEED A FCKIN STROBE LIGHT!!!!
my old band's drummer eric was supposed to sell me his today for $20.
but he can't find it >:( WHAT THE F*CK. and this suxx. i reeally want a strobe for our garage show. like reeeeally bad. ughhh im so ubber angry. idn. plus im hungry as hell right now because ive been saving my money for the strobe light so i haven't been spending any money on food. and my girlfriend is on the phone right now and she keeps asking me every two seconds what im typing like SHIT!! IM JUST IN A BAD MOOD RIGHT NOW. ugh. atleast pizza is ordered. ughhhh.

i guess we can do without the strobe light for the show..
but still. me want strobe. STROBE. STROOOBEEE DAMNIT.
ughh.. people are pathetic. what else.. the show once again is on friday in two days from now.. banner is in the post below this for whoever wants details. yup yup? we are playing with falling with glory and vocal distruction. good stuff man. but bad also because there is no fucking strobe light. DGHKSJAGHKDFLG. yes. i think thats about it..

today was that bullying day or whatever to where pink shirts. a kid got beat down at his first day of school for wearing a pink shirt so everyone was wearing pink today as like bully awareness..? idn. i think its good people got involved. uhmmm.. yeah i guess thats it.

t.t.f.n.

garage show

apparently the roma club has sprung a new downpayment on us so now we are playing the show in my bassist garage. yes. bassist, garage. but yeah. bottom line. show will have to happen with roma club at a later date. but it WILL be happening. we just need money first.

i guess the whole point of the garage show is just to make up for the roma club problem. we are all kinda bumed out but at the same time atleast we have a show.
so be it.

thats about it for today. new show location.
i forgot to throw on the flyer the date so here it is.
feb 27th. 2009
221 brien ave. West. Essex.
6-10 pm. 3 $$

Vince Hunter Orchestra

soo screw other bands diabolical plans to ruin us (lawl jokez)
friday is gunna be awesome and its pretty much the only thing on my mind right now.
my brain currently consists of :
90% show
5% jessica
2% vince hunter orchestra
3% sleep (which i cant do right now because of 90% show)

so iduntknow. im pretty stoked and i want to play diablo2. i forgot to add that into my brain percents. but it should be in there. lul. what else.. school is lame but im passing everything..
gopher and i may be starting a small buisness selling things. i wont say what. its not drugs or booze and its not mini eggs. though we may be selling mini eggs as well.

diablo 3 is gunna be sick too. heres a teaser.

bloodshoteye wtf

alright so you all know how my bands playing at the roma club.
peaches and cream. but some shit has come to my attention.

originaly when we asked bloodshoteye to play with us they said they couldn't make it on that date because of work issues. not only are the liars. they are kinda fucking us over. just a little. they are have their show on the same day as us. WHAT THE FUCK. bloodshoteye is now bullshiteye because i am pissed. but whatever our show is still gunna be the shit. we got monroe and i personally like them alot more. so everybody show the support and come out to the show on friday. you wont be dissapointed. 7 $ at the door. leamington roma club. good stuff.

alright lets see.. what else.. we woke up mabey a couple hours ago and were still tired as fuck because we've been working so hard. IDN. we may just be awesome.

i had waffles this momrning with CORN syrup and it was actually not bad. take this as a blessing syrup deprived people. there is still hope as a last resort with waffles LUL.

and.. i think thats it.. i might blog it up a little tonight but idontknow.
DUDEBRODUDEDUDEBROMANDUDEBRODUDE thats it.

2 blogs 1 day

yeah so i forgot a couple other things i wanted to say to you my dear blog.
us being idiots, have constructed a mosh battle video. wtf? well check it out.

Today

I think things are doing really well with my band. we got everything ready and prepared for the show and we're all really excited about that. but as for life right now? i don't know.. i mean.. me and my girlfriend are having a couple little problems and its really bugging me because usually we're all really close and stuff. but.. somebody i know is having more difficult problems with his girlfriend then me, so I guess i'm not really gunna complain. right now im just excited about the show and im gunna leave it at that. im excited. everythings gunna turn up for EVERYBODY.

and gopher says hey everyone (bffl)
andrew says what are you doing?
matty says kmop.
and me? well its all up there. read it. ahah

peace out blogogogo.

Java Band and Fish

as a matter of FACT. today was good so far.
school was alright. i had an icedcap, and a tea mixed together in english class
so as you probably guessed im a little hyper as of right now !!=]

got band practice tonight. were gunna work on our shit and patch up the songs a little
just before the show. its coming FAST. feb 28th. its gunna be thee SHITTT.

what else.. i think thats it. band. java. oh i gotta run up town in a bit to feed my oscars.
yeah i have three tiger oscars (really vicious fish) i gotta get em some fish to eattt.

this is them. cute hey?? ^__^

OH MY SHIT !

OH HAI AGAIN INTERNET!
i am marc. i had a blog before but i kinda just stopped using it.
had no time for it.. but now once again.. i have time! and im bored as shit.
so yeah. i got a fresh new blog for me to tell people all the boring shit that happens to me.

so i guess uhh.. im marc. im 16.
im in a band. check it out
www.myspace.com/valkyriesepiphany
were like a grind/deathcore type thing. its pretty awesome.
not much else is up really. im in grade 10 and im currently taking math, history, english, and
food. so its kinda boring. kinda not. idn. im just waiting til i get my license so ah cun DRIVE.

that will be pretty sweet. so i dont know.. i guess i'll be posting in this every week or so? mabey

more mabey less. dont hold me on that.

oh yeah! shit! my bands got a show coming up pretty soon too. the flyer is below.
and were all very excited about that! =)

so i guess thats it for right now.