Albino Tiger Oscar.
My old one has accepted him as a buddy, I thought he might tear him to shreds.
I'll put a picture of him. Mabey a video later.
I actually have alot to say. I'd just rather not put it on the internet..
I've been thinking alot about everything lately as usual. Everything seems to be changing.
But in a good way. Like how they used to be. I talked to Jason. Won't get into it, but I feel
really happy with how things are going right now. www.myspace.com/asnightfallssilent CHECK
THEM OUT!! They're super awesome. As for Mayhem.. I'm band-less for a while. Well local bandless atleast.. Monroe ended.
But don't worry. We'll be back as The Autumn Syndicate ! Good stuff!!
What else.. as you may or may not know.. I have a severe anxiety problem. Lately i've been fine.
A little depressed earlier in the month, but things are changing. For the best. I guess thats the main theme of this blog. Change is real. I know that much of what I can grasp in reality. Things get good and bad, and right now it's deffinently increasing from the shitty despondency I sometimes get.
I'm really excited to see what life holds next for me. It's me and Jessicas two year anniversary today. She'll be at my school soon but as of now she's having some problems at home. And I respect that and still love her to pieces. No matter how life works.. I wouldn't be able to climb out of the bad times without her. She's like my life raft sent out to me in a terrible storm. I treasure her love so much. She's everything to me. We taught eachother alot in these two years. I can't imagine how much harder things would be without her help.
What else.. my wisdom teeth aren't hurting anymore which is awesome because all the tylenol was really messing with my anxiety pills. Felt like shit. see. theres another good thing.
My journey is a very complex one in this life. I'm constantly asking myself metaphysical questions that my mind is just too small to understand. Something cool happened yesterday. I was in guitar class at school and the bell was about to ring for the next period and I noticed I didn't have my class schedual and I had no idea where my class was gunna be. I thought I would have to search the whole school for the damn paper to find wherever I left it, And right before the bell rings, my friend John says, does anyone have media arts next? And I was just.. 0__0
That just happened to be my next class that was gunna be hell finding. Idn, I guess you had to be there. It was really insane. But yeah.. haha. Stuff like that happens to me and it makes me think more about like karma and stuff. Idn. Oh thats my new fishes name by the way.
Karma
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